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It's Been So Long. It's been so long.It's Been So Long. by ~ginraine
Since I've written.
Since I've felt alive.
Since I've dreamed.
Writing used to be everything.
Everything in life.
Everything in my thoughts.
Everything in my world.
Poetry used to make me feel alive.
Poetry expressed my emotion.
Poetry made me laugh.
Poetry made me cry.
I used to dream every day.
Dream of sunsets and colors.
Dream of prince charming.
Dream of perfection.
It's been so long.
Since writing faded from my mind.
Since I started feeling dead.
Since I lost my dreams.


Bb-Memoir Book- ch 9. Loss. So, yeah, whatever... Another day passes as if life is just so simple and everything can be brought to a single conclusion: LIFE SUCKS.Bb-Memoir Book- ch 9. Loss. by ~GazettE-Love-R3ITA
I'm not emo for thinking that, right? Eh, whatever. Call it a hunch, but after that butload of crummy poetry spanning from August 28th, 2010 to this single moment, I have a right to feel like shit.
I guess its because of hormones and the general 'I hate life and being alone' drama I have had for godknowshowmanyyearsandlifetimes if you get my drift. I said that all right. Honey, that word is the longest word in no dictionary but MINE. And it has a pretty vivid meaning.
Godknowshowmanyyearsandlifetimes. Verb